My Ego

Years Back when I lost her
I blamed it!I blamed myself !
I changed,I changed a lot!
I became a stranger to myself !
I let it go
I killed the Devil inside
I let it go
I made a promise to myself
I shall never let it stand between if
I ever find her again
My Ego

Years Later I found her again
I didn't let it stand in between
I didn't let the devil rise
I didn't break my promise
I didn't let it stand in between again
My Ego

Today I lost her, but I realised
It wasn't its fault
It wasn't mine
Then why did I lose her
Why did I lose her yet again
And today I know why!!!
Because I let it go
I killed the Devil inside
I let it go yet again
I am a stranger in this strangeland
My Ego

I regret today
To let it go for a stranger I never loved
To let it go for a stranger who never loved me back
To let it go for a lover so blind
To let it go for a love so unblind
To let it go for someone who wasn't worth it
All this while!!!
And today I am finally free
And today I can finally rest
Without blaming it
Without blaming me

Again!!

Never Again!!